goodbye oh goodbye, the ashtray girl~
hahahah. yesterday's gig was alright. didn't get to skank but
their music was awesome. saw alot of familiar faces.
i don't really like this year's skafest. especially the venue.
looking forward for next year's one.
well, 4 more days till farris,micheal & akif leave for australia
& 4 more days till qeelia comes back to singapore.
&& 3 more days for my next court date.
Sunday, November 30, 2008 @
Saturday, November 29, 2008 @
hello!
im going to the gig today! yessa! skank till you drop, dumbos!
goodbye!
im going to the gig today! yessa! skank till you drop, dumbos!
goodbye!
Thursday, November 27, 2008 @
the greatest mates i 've had in my life. they're hilarious, dumb, action-je-lebih & 'cool'.
hahahaha. Izzuan, Hadi, Ahmad, Akif, Farris, Micheal. these are people im going to
remember till im wrinkled, old & when my balls sag down to the floor. hahaha.
izzuan-always messy & an irritating biyatch.
hadi- always cool & steady. never over exagerate things.
ahmad- a foolish bastard. funny but tends to get on my nerve.
akif- funny as hell & action-je-lebih.
farris- sachok, cool, action je lebih & another foolish bastard.
micheal- always so serious & hot-tempered at times.
farris- sachok, cool, action je lebih & another foolish bastard.
micheal- always so serious & hot-tempered at times.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008 @
so this is like the third post for today.
& i've changed my blogskin. i just felt that it needed a new one.
its not because suhaimi has the same one as mine.
im bored and i've got nothing to do for this whole week.
but at least there's Skafest at the end of the week.
maybe chill out with kechyk tomorrow?
anw, my mum asked me to check out this
SPECTRA thingy .its like the new 'art school' for youths.
there's many diff courses.. most of them are for children
but there's photography journalism,
digital art, software application, Monet painting
& many more. i find it really interesting.
my mom wants me to join it.
to anyone of you who are interested,
their having an open house on 13 dec.
its at the old fire station along upp bukit timah
which is now the CreativeBits(SPECTRA)
& i've changed my blogskin. i just felt that it needed a new one.
its not because suhaimi has the same one as mine.
im bored and i've got nothing to do for this whole week.
but at least there's Skafest at the end of the week.
maybe chill out with kechyk tomorrow?
anw, my mum asked me to check out this
SPECTRA thingy .its like the new 'art school' for youths.
there's many diff courses.. most of them are for children
but there's photography journalism,
digital art, software application, Monet painting
& many more. i find it really interesting.
my mom wants me to join it.
to anyone of you who are interested,
their having an open house on 13 dec.
its at the old fire station along upp bukit timah
which is now the CreativeBits(SPECTRA)
@
if you would just give me a chance to make it up you, i'd be glad to do so. i had my reasons for doing that, for getting high. i know that you need me less than i need you. but right now,i need you more than anything. i know what i did was wrong & that would be the last thing that you'd think that i would do. i want to prove to you that i've changed. i love you not only for who youare but for who i am when i'm with you. i've waited so long to be in relationship with you but when we finally had each other, i dissapointed you... the greatest distance is loving that special someone, whose road you know, will never have to cross your again. & i wouldn't want that to happen. i want to be there for you when the rest of the world turns down on you, when the rain drops down on you like million needles. i want what we used to have.. comin to your house in the middle of the night, just to look at each other from your window. just being close with you made forget everything. once, i told you that you made me feel on top of the world. & its truly true. i still wouldn't want to change a thing cause i see now what i've been doing, who i've been. i can't tell you how many times we've given up on each other but now is the time that i won't give up. i won't till i have you in my arms once again. i pray hard everynight that when you come back, you'll realise that i've changed for good, how much i care for you, how much i miss you, how much i still love you & how much i want you back. i want you back, my butterfly ;(
Labels: my butterfly
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right now, i miss jenica. that pinoy friend of mine :D
although we've never talked with each other before, as in verbally talking to her, face to face. but yeah, she's been a really good friend of mine eversince halfway through the year. she's been there for me, listening to my problems & trying to cheer me up. we see each other almost everyday in school but we haven't spoke a single word to each other. it's like we're invisible to each other. hopefully next year we'll be more visible! hahaha.
well, im going to have a fresh start next year & i want to make it up to the ones i love. especially my parents. i'll try not to get into fights with teachers, obey alittle bit more of the school rules & be alittle bit more attentive in class. hahaha. cause this year has been a really bad year for me & i want to leave it all behind & start afresh.
although we've never talked with each other before, as in verbally talking to her, face to face. but yeah, she's been a really good friend of mine eversince halfway through the year. she's been there for me, listening to my problems & trying to cheer me up. we see each other almost everyday in school but we haven't spoke a single word to each other. it's like we're invisible to each other. hopefully next year we'll be more visible! hahaha.
well, im going to have a fresh start next year & i want to make it up to the ones i love. especially my parents. i'll try not to get into fights with teachers, obey alittle bit more of the school rules & be alittle bit more attentive in class. hahaha. cause this year has been a really bad year for me & i want to leave it all behind & start afresh.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008 @
Bizarre Love Triangle. i dont know why i love this song.
here's the lyrics..
Every time I think of you
I get a shot right through
Into a bolt of blue
It's no problem of mine
But it's a problem I find
Living the life that I can't leave behind
There's no sense in telling me
The wisdom of a fool won't set you free
But that's the way that it goes
And it's what nobody knows
And every day my confusion grows
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You say the words that I can't say
I feel fine and I feel good
I feel like I never should
Whenever I get this way
I just don't know what to say
Why can't we be ourselves like we were yesterday
I'm not sure what this could mean
I don't think you're what you seem
I do admit to myself
That if I hurt someone else
Then I'll never see just what we're meant to be
Every time I see you falling
I get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
Every time I see you falling
I'll get down on my knees and pray
I'm waiting for the final moment
You'll say the words that I can't say
@
i am still thinking about qeelia every now & then. it seems so hard to get over her. maybe it's cause i've been going on and off with her since june. it's been keepin me up at random nights. i keep imagining that she's still with me. i could go on, writing about her but i wouldn't want to :)
anw, there's this bug that is flying around the light bulb which is right over my head right now. it's kinda irritating. i think it's a bettle or something uh. & i hate this bugs! it disgusts me man!
my family have a passion for chinese dramas. except for my dad. well, not all chinese dramas uh. shows like Holland V & By My Side. idk why but we love these shows. hahaha. yesterday was the last episode of by my side & it almost made wanna cry. the show really touched my heart. i never cry ok!
btw, this weekend is the Skafest. i asked Norah about it & she said it sucks and not all are ska bands. & i took a look at the link she gave me abt the fest & i must say, last year's skafest was much more better & ruder! but all i know is that i'm gonna skank till i drop on saturday.
& suhaimi.. common, you're never ever going to catch me saying gay stuffs la. maybe sometimes uh. hahahaha.
anw, there's this bug that is flying around the light bulb which is right over my head right now. it's kinda irritating. i think it's a bettle or something uh. & i hate this bugs! it disgusts me man!
my family have a passion for chinese dramas. except for my dad. well, not all chinese dramas uh. shows like Holland V & By My Side. idk why but we love these shows. hahaha. yesterday was the last episode of by my side & it almost made wanna cry. the show really touched my heart. i never cry ok!
btw, this weekend is the Skafest. i asked Norah about it & she said it sucks and not all are ska bands. & i took a look at the link she gave me abt the fest & i must say, last year's skafest was much more better & ruder! but all i know is that i'm gonna skank till i drop on saturday.
& suhaimi.. common, you're never ever going to catch me saying gay stuffs la. maybe sometimes uh. hahahaha.
Sunday, November 23, 2008 @
Now is the time to take a step back, look at what I have and smile. Because all that I've lost, has made me value what I have even more than I did before. Every time you loose something or someone.. You realise how lucky you really were, how good life was when they were there. Instead of looking back in anger, I look back and sigh.Yes, I lost alot. That can never be replaced.
It's everywhere i go, it's everywhere I see. Couples holding hands, hugging & kissing. I look out of my window & look down, I see a couple having a chat. Probably a romantic chat i guess. I sometimes get so jealous looking at them. They say that love is the closest thing to magic. Well, i guess it's true.. it can either make you amazed at what it can do or it can dissapear without you noticing it.
"Once in awhile,
Right in the middle of an ordinary life,
Love gives us a fairy tale."
Saturday, November 22, 2008 @
there's this girl.
we used to have a thing with each other.
but in ended in a dreadful way.
i let go of her because of another.
im so evil, i must say.
looking back,
i came to realise that
she ain't no other lover.
she's the first who taught
me what love is.
i wish that i had the guts to
let out my feelings towards her.
but there's this problem.
her heart is owned by someone else.
what am i to do?
...that very moment when our eyes met
from across the room,
my heart broke into two in regret.
i keep having vivid memories
of me & her, under the stars.
that was why, this girl i'm talking about
is someone whom i used to call, my stargirl.
"My memory plays with all the magic ways,
Of how two hearts became one that day"
we used to have a thing with each other.
but in ended in a dreadful way.
i let go of her because of another.
im so evil, i must say.
looking back,
i came to realise that
she ain't no other lover.
she's the first who taught
me what love is.
i wish that i had the guts to
let out my feelings towards her.
but there's this problem.
her heart is owned by someone else.
what am i to do?
...that very moment when our eyes met
from across the room,
my heart broke into two in regret.
i keep having vivid memories
of me & her, under the stars.
that was why, this girl i'm talking about
is someone whom i used to call, my stargirl.
"My memory plays with all the magic ways,
Of how two hearts became one that day"
Labels: stargirl
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nabeh!
what the hell is wrong with my tagboard?
alaaa, suhaimi.. just accept the fact that you're gay la!
you don't need to be shy.
this is a gay world, dude!
common guys, there is always that gay part of you
that's hidden inside, just waiting to come out.
just let it out & be proud to be gay!
WTF! why am i talking about gays siaaaaa!?
im fockin straaaaaaaight!
ok the drop the subject uh!
anw, its a saturday,
i just got back home from queensway.
my father took me there to buy soccer boots(adidas predator dok!)
i know, he's so nice to me now.
but i still hate him! hahahha! :D
he's going out to play soccer later
& that's when i can go out.
what the hell is wrong with my tagboard?
alaaa, suhaimi.. just accept the fact that you're gay la!
you don't need to be shy.
this is a gay world, dude!
common guys, there is always that gay part of you
that's hidden inside, just waiting to come out.
just let it out & be proud to be gay!
WTF! why am i talking about gays siaaaaa!?
im fockin straaaaaaaight!
ok the drop the subject uh!
anw, its a saturday,
i just got back home from queensway.
my father took me there to buy soccer boots(adidas predator dok!)
i know, he's so nice to me now.
but i still hate him! hahahha! :D
he's going out to play soccer later
& that's when i can go out.
Friday, November 21, 2008 @
i love my family!
seriously, this is like the first time ever
that i have this feeling,
this family love/bonding feeling.
oooo i love it this way.
i finally realise that my family
is more important than anybody else.
as we were watching teevee just now,
my brother asked my mum when we're going for another holiday.
& my mum said next year. OHYEAH! hahaha.
maybe california agian? weeehoooo~
it ain't earth nomore.
its called gayworld now.
this is proof...
SUPERMAAAAN! says:
' baby its fact , that our love is true '
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
-___-''
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
im stressed out cause i got gay friends
SUPERMAAAAN! says:
atleast , its nice . and im not refering to you -.-
SUPERMAAAAN! says:
are you sure ?
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
hahahaha! yes im surew
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
*sure
SUPERMAAAAN! says:
omgaaaaaaaaaaaay , to reduce your stress , im not gonna be gay in this convo .
SUPERMAAAAN! says:
hahaha
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
hahahahah! ok good
SUPERMAAAAN! says:
in th cyber world only . but reality , goddd , im gonna be so gay , that when i talk to guys , i feel horny .
SUPERMAAAAN! says:
konek sak bobal .
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
hahahahah! im goona post this in my blog! biyatch!
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
i gotcha now!
SUPERMAAAAN! says:
fuck you laaaaaaaaaaaaaa );
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
hahahahaha
SUPERMAAAAN! says:
noooooooooo !
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
muahahahahahahaha!
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
watch me do it man!
SUPERMAAAAN! says:
if you want to go out tmr , you dont put .
SUPERMAAAAN! says:
hahahah .
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
that doesn't make sense?
SUPERMAAAAN! says:
yes it does .
SUPERMAAAAN! says:
seee , im threatening you . muahahaha
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
im going to show the whole world that youre GAY!
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
i dont care!
SUPERMAAAAN! says:
how badddd .
SUPERMAAAAN! says:
okay okay , i stop
take that suhaimi!
muahahaha! :D
seriously, this is like the first time ever
that i have this feeling,
this family love/bonding feeling.
oooo i love it this way.
i finally realise that my family
is more important than anybody else.
as we were watching teevee just now,
my brother asked my mum when we're going for another holiday.
& my mum said next year. OHYEAH! hahaha.
maybe california agian? weeehoooo~
it ain't earth nomore.
its called gayworld now.
this is proof...
SUPERMAAAAN! says:
' baby its fact , that our love is true '
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
-___-''
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
im stressed out cause i got gay friends
SUPERMAAAAN! says:
atleast , its nice . and im not refering to you -.-
SUPERMAAAAN! says:
are you sure ?
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
hahahaha! yes im surew
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
*sure
SUPERMAAAAN! says:
omgaaaaaaaaaaaay , to reduce your stress , im not gonna be gay in this convo .
SUPERMAAAAN! says:
hahaha
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
hahahahah! ok good
SUPERMAAAAN! says:
in th cyber world only . but reality , goddd , im gonna be so gay , that when i talk to guys , i feel horny .
SUPERMAAAAN! says:
konek sak bobal .
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
hahahahah! im goona post this in my blog! biyatch!
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
i gotcha now!
SUPERMAAAAN! says:
fuck you laaaaaaaaaaaaaa );
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
hahahahaha
SUPERMAAAAN! says:
noooooooooo !
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
muahahahahahahaha!
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
watch me do it man!
SUPERMAAAAN! says:
if you want to go out tmr , you dont put .
SUPERMAAAAN! says:
hahahah .
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
that doesn't make sense?
SUPERMAAAAN! says:
yes it does .
SUPERMAAAAN! says:
seee , im threatening you . muahahaha
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
im going to show the whole world that youre GAY!
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
i dont care!
SUPERMAAAAN! says:
how badddd .
SUPERMAAAAN! says:
okay okay , i stop
take that suhaimi!
muahahaha! :D
Thursday, November 20, 2008 @
my court is postponed again to 3 dec.
its really fustrating uh.
i have to go back there with my bloody school uniform
& have to look at the judge's angry face.
hahaha. btw, i found a job & i'll start work on monday.
it's my mom's cathering business.
weehoooo! i cant wait to get started & earn $.$!
at least i get to eat free food && she's my mum,
i can ask for a higher pay? hahahah!
its really fustrating uh.
i have to go back there with my bloody school uniform
& have to look at the judge's angry face.
hahaha. btw, i found a job & i'll start work on monday.
it's my mom's cathering business.
weehoooo! i cant wait to get started & earn $.$!
at least i get to eat free food && she's my mum,
i can ask for a higher pay? hahahah!
Tuesday, November 18, 2008 @
wazzup dudes & dudettes!
tomorrow's my court. & i've been worried sick!
i tried not to think too much about tmrw.
it just cant get out of my mind that im being sentenced tomorrow.
hopefully, im getting a probation.
cause i've been a really good boy for the past two weeks.
except that i've only been screened by the authority once.
which was on the last two saturday. hahaha.
currently watching Sky High. the story about heroes. -__-''
im not gonna say much.
if i ever have to boys home, you humans out there better take care of yourself aight.
hahaha :D
tomorrow's my court. & i've been worried sick!
i tried not to think too much about tmrw.
it just cant get out of my mind that im being sentenced tomorrow.
hopefully, im getting a probation.
cause i've been a really good boy for the past two weeks.
except that i've only been screened by the authority once.
which was on the last two saturday. hahaha.
currently watching Sky High. the story about heroes. -__-''
im not gonna say much.
if i ever have to boys home, you humans out there better take care of yourself aight.
hahaha :D
@
time check: 3am+ & im still not sleeping yet :)
i just finished watching 3 movies non-stop. movie marathon uh. Love Guru, The Girl Next Door & College Road Trip.
its just to occupy myself cause i got nothing better to do.
that picture on the right was the first ever picture i took
i just finished watching 3 movies non-stop. movie marathon uh. Love Guru, The Girl Next Door & College Road Trip.
its just to occupy myself cause i got nothing better to do.
that picture on the right was the first ever picture i took
with her. & it was on my birthday.
anw, today is supposed to be my 1st month with her :(
hope she's doing find out there. its clear that i haven't get over her yet. but, im trying to. i still keep talking abt her to suhaimi. hahaha. i know, im shtoooopid! oh well, i guess what my friends said was true. i have to move on. she'll never come back to me. i just wish that i could turn back the hands of time & just make things right between me & her. i just cant tell her how sorry i am towards her.
hope she's doing find out there. its clear that i haven't get over her yet. but, im trying to. i still keep talking abt her to suhaimi. hahaha. i know, im shtoooopid! oh well, i guess what my friends said was true. i have to move on. she'll never come back to me. i just wish that i could turn back the hands of time & just make things right between me & her. i just cant tell her how sorry i am towards her.
Labels: and i'll be your memory
Sunday, November 16, 2008 @
what in the world is wrong with friendster.
finally, can go to fs but i lost all of my friends.
hahaha. im sure everyone is having the same problem.
today's a tired day for me.
i played a soccer match early in the morning just now.
& now im having cramps all over my body.
i lost my football touch already uh.
& my stamina's running low.
tk boleh tahan lor! hahaha!
monday: go to school & take report book.
tuesday: meet syafikah
wednesday: court!
thursday-idk when: well it depends on what punishment i will get.
finally, can go to fs but i lost all of my friends.
hahaha. im sure everyone is having the same problem.
today's a tired day for me.
i played a soccer match early in the morning just now.
& now im having cramps all over my body.
i lost my football touch already uh.
& my stamina's running low.
tk boleh tahan lor! hahaha!
monday: go to school & take report book.
tuesday: meet syafikah
wednesday: court!
thursday-idk when: well it depends on what punishment i will get.
Saturday, November 15, 2008 @
i went out with Loco Junkies & "we got lost today"
oh btw, loco means crazy. hahaha.
& ninabe, i've been trying to go fs since ytd.
but they're still having the temporary maintenance or whatever shit uh.
hahaha. anw, today was the first time after a long time
that my family did something together.
we ate dinner together & we even watched Kung Fu Panda together.
i really felt that the family bonding was there.
i've never felt this feeling in such a long time. & i love it this way :)
aight, i've been thinkin bout my life lately & what im gonna do when i grow up.
& im really thinking out of the box uh.
im thinking of going to ite or poly & take up digital media,,
get a job after ite or poly life, & then save money till i reach 30
& then i'll go all around the world.
i want to go to every corner of the globe(if can uh)
if not, at least experience the sights & sounds of major cities like paris & new york.
hahahahaha! big dreams huh?
well, this is all thanks to kung fu panda. that show inspired me to BELIEVE! -___-''
if you can dream it, you can believe it. if you can believe it, you can achieve it!
fulermak! kan shakir da bebual! hahaha :D
oh btw, loco means crazy. hahaha.
& ninabe, i've been trying to go fs since ytd.
but they're still having the temporary maintenance or whatever shit uh.
hahaha. anw, today was the first time after a long time
that my family did something together.
we ate dinner together & we even watched Kung Fu Panda together.
i really felt that the family bonding was there.
i've never felt this feeling in such a long time. & i love it this way :)
aight, i've been thinkin bout my life lately & what im gonna do when i grow up.
& im really thinking out of the box uh.
im thinking of going to ite or poly & take up digital media,,
get a job after ite or poly life, & then save money till i reach 30
& then i'll go all around the world.
i want to go to every corner of the globe(if can uh)
if not, at least experience the sights & sounds of major cities like paris & new york.
hahahahaha! big dreams huh?
well, this is all thanks to kung fu panda. that show inspired me to BELIEVE! -___-''
if you can dream it, you can believe it. if you can believe it, you can achieve it!
fulermak! kan shakir da bebual! hahaha :D
Friday, November 14, 2008 @
i just finished watching this movie called The Warriors.
its so awesome! it tells a story about this gang who
were critisized for killing the so called 'leader of all the gangs'.
& they went through a hard time, trying to survive..
i love the movie. its really inspiring. -___-''
today, i accompanied those two gay buddies of mine(suhaimi&gummy)
to look for a job at clarke quay. theyre such a fool.
they didnt have the courage to apply for the job.
hahaha. they were shy.
ok, tmrw im going out with the Loco Junkies
Adam Metro, Cheeky Zakoji, Peter Element.. kita Loco Junkies!
OOHYEAH! sex,drugs,alcohol.. Rock & Roll! :D
its so awesome! it tells a story about this gang who
were critisized for killing the so called 'leader of all the gangs'.
& they went through a hard time, trying to survive..
i love the movie. its really inspiring. -___-''
today, i accompanied those two gay buddies of mine(suhaimi&gummy)
to look for a job at clarke quay. theyre such a fool.
they didnt have the courage to apply for the job.
hahaha. they were shy.
ok, tmrw im going out with the Loco Junkies
Adam Metro, Cheeky Zakoji, Peter Element.. kita Loco Junkies!
OOHYEAH! sex,drugs,alcohol.. Rock & Roll! :D
Thursday, November 13, 2008 @
old picture.Qee came online in the evening just now.
& i told her i miss her, :D
& i told her i miss her, :D
i asked how is it like down there & all.
& i hope she's enjoying herself.
went out with ahmad & the gang,,
went out with ahmad & the gang,,
we were supposed to go suntec city convention hall
to support our school's stomp but we couldn't go inside
cause we were not invited. hahaha.
we were thinking of ideas to get inside..
we even thought of beating up the cleaners,
get theirs clothes & sneakily go inside, pretending to be cleaners.
hahahaha! i think we're watching too much teevee uh.
but of course, it was a joke.
it was such a waste of time.
after that, went to marina sq..
i bumped into qeelia's cousin & her friends.
she's obviously dissapointed in me, i can see..
anw, im meeting my long lost primary school friend,
who i've not seen or been in contact with for 3 yrs, syafikah.
i must say that she's a little bimbotic uh.
just a little bit! i cannot believe im talking bad abt her. hahaha.
we're meeting up next tuesday. we got alot to catch up on.
oh yeah, i declare i'm a momma's boy now. -___-''
just for the time being!.. till my court case is over.
just for the time being!.. till my court case is over.
hahaha, so i cant go out late & all.
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i wouldn't be awake at this time of the morning. but i just felt so weird. anw, i posted this picture of me & her up for fun. ok, its not for fun. hahaha. i miss her. idc what other ppl may think of me & her. but i just can't get her out of my mind. aaaaah, fcuk uh.. get over it uh, shakir! kak feeda, i hope you're reading this.. if she ever calls back home, tell her i miss her :)
Wednesday, November 12, 2008 @
alright! today was the last day of the dumbshit IRP lessons. im so relieved its over.
i was with 6Six for the whole afternoon. i suddenly feel like we're re-living the past.. we had so much fun, cracking jokes & makin fun of others. im gonna go out with them tmrw. next wednesday will be my court date. im just hoping that i'll get a probation, nth more than that uh.
&& i want to go California again! mama, next year ok? hahaha
i was with 6Six for the whole afternoon. i suddenly feel like we're re-living the past.. we had so much fun, cracking jokes & makin fun of others. im gonna go out with them tmrw. next wednesday will be my court date. im just hoping that i'll get a probation, nth more than that uh.
&& i want to go California again! mama, next year ok? hahaha
Tuesday, November 11, 2008 @
i went for the gig at republic poly & i must say, it was so fuckingly awesome la! hahaha. this is the best gig i've ever gone to. i moshed like one crazy dude. well i didn't really moshed uh.. just some hard pushing & kicking. hahaha. Cesspit was awesomely great! it's been so long since i last went for a gig & after this gig, i suddenly have this urge to go for another upcoming gig. Norah came for the gig. i didn't expect her to come cause it's her birthday today. it was funny to see the look on her face when i called out her name & when she came to me, her face expression was like "omfg, is this really you?" hahahah! anw, Happy 15th Brithday to her! i personally arranged Cesspit to perform today cause it was her birthday. hahaha, fake! next gig: Comic Strip @ ITE Simei, 18 Nov.
aight, qeelia left for australia already. omg, i feel like crying..
eventhough it's already over between us.
aight, qeelia left for australia already. omg, i feel like crying..
eventhough it's already over between us.
Monday, November 10, 2008 @
i realised where i went wrong.
& idk what to say uh.
im just sorry ;(
thank you feefly for talking some sense into me.
& idk what to say uh.
im just sorry ;(
thank you feefly for talking some sense into me.
Friday, November 7, 2008 @
new image uh!.JPG)
i just wish my hair was that long..JPG)
stop smiling you duck balls!.JPG)
extension babe! hahaha!uh, there you go. my freakin bald head.
fcukin hell, i miss my hair alot! more than alot uh.
nehmind, my hair can grow.
i learnt a new word today. no actually, i invented a new word.
& the word is called 'duck balls'
hahaha. idk how & why the hell i came up with it.
maybe cause there's fish balls & sotong balls..
so i thought of ducks & balls. -__-'' how foolish can i get?
anw, i just hope i can go out tmrw.
i'll say to my mum i wanna study for next week's test.
hahaha. im such a liar :D
meet qee tmrw? i hope so..
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i've been trying to search for the moon & the stars in this
cold,cold night but i managed to find one star only. wth.
im bored! its 2+ in the morning & i cant sleep.
actually i did sleep. i slept ard 930 & i woke up just to pee.
hahaha. i have to go school later on, MALAAAAASSSSS!
i wonder what my butterfly is doing right now.
maybe, sleeping with her saliva rolling down from her mouth.
hahahaha! k fake. anw, im hoping to go somewhere this sat.
probably i'll go to sentosa or town. i've not stepped into ochard
for like 3 doggy weeks already. haha.
cold,cold night but i managed to find one star only. wth.
im bored! its 2+ in the morning & i cant sleep.
actually i did sleep. i slept ard 930 & i woke up just to pee.
hahaha. i have to go school later on, MALAAAAASSSSS!
i wonder what my butterfly is doing right now.
maybe, sleeping with her saliva rolling down from her mouth.
hahahaha! k fake. anw, im hoping to go somewhere this sat.
probably i'll go to sentosa or town. i've not stepped into ochard
for like 3 doggy weeks already. haha.
Labels: mystery of the moon
Thursday, November 6, 2008 @
currently, im feeling so pissed for some reason.
there's this anger inside of me that i just want to let it out. grrrr.
i feel like kicking someone in their butthole so hard that it will be so difficult for them to berak.
baaaaah, i spent 40 bucks on something today. i hope it wont go to waste uh.
anw, im hoping to meet my butterfly tmrw. its been like 3 doggy years since i last met her.
padahal baru 1 week. tapi 1 week considered da lama jugak! hahah.
ninabe, she wont be here for like one month sia. kaninabechiaocheebyeeeeeeee!
why the hell am i saying vulgarities? k sorry.
one thing i learnt from my brother is this..
'be yourself, dont try to be somebody you're not.'
cause i used to immitate my brother alot last year, hoping to follow in his footsteps. hahaha.
but i realised that i need to find my own sense of originality & pride.
look at me now, im a totally diff person from him :D
there's this anger inside of me that i just want to let it out. grrrr.
i feel like kicking someone in their butthole so hard that it will be so difficult for them to berak.
baaaaah, i spent 40 bucks on something today. i hope it wont go to waste uh.
anw, im hoping to meet my butterfly tmrw. its been like 3 doggy years since i last met her.
padahal baru 1 week. tapi 1 week considered da lama jugak! hahah.
ninabe, she wont be here for like one month sia. kaninabechiaocheebyeeeeeeee!
why the hell am i saying vulgarities? k sorry.
one thing i learnt from my brother is this..
'be yourself, dont try to be somebody you're not.'
cause i used to immitate my brother alot last year, hoping to follow in his footsteps. hahaha.
but i realised that i need to find my own sense of originality & pride.
look at me now, im a totally diff person from him :D
Labels: be somebody
Wednesday, November 5, 2008 @
Obama won the election! yessa! haha.
you can throw George W. Bush into bushes alrd uh!
wtf, why am i talking abt the election? hahaha.
my brother's girlfriend came back to singapore today.
i guess she was surprised to see me with no hair on my head.
well, good to have her back.
anw, why are there so many november babies?
if november has the most amount of babies given birth,
therefor, march will be the month where most parents will have sex.
omg! hahahahaha! if you know what i mean uh..
k, im talking crap.
bloody fug, i miss my butterfly like hell.
you can throw George W. Bush into bushes alrd uh!
wtf, why am i talking abt the election? hahaha.
my brother's girlfriend came back to singapore today.
i guess she was surprised to see me with no hair on my head.
well, good to have her back.
anw, why are there so many november babies?
if november has the most amount of babies given birth,
therefor, march will be the month where most parents will have sex.
omg! hahahahaha! if you know what i mean uh..
k, im talking crap.
bloody fug, i miss my butterfly like hell.
Labels: november babies
Tuesday, November 4, 2008 @
i was chatting with aisyah & we were sharing our problems with each other.
she understand me really well. aisyah, thanks & you're e best!
after that, i was chatting with qeelia.
we made things clear between us.
i still love you alot, qee!
i want things to get better between the both of us.
Arggghhhhh! im stressed out! ;(
she understand me really well. aisyah, thanks & you're e best!
after that, i was chatting with qeelia.
we made things clear between us.
i still love you alot, qee!
i want things to get better between the both of us.
Arggghhhhh! im stressed out! ;(
Labels: the beautiful letdown
Sunday, November 2, 2008 @
i was sneezing non-stop for the whole day. not non-stop uh.. like every 10 mins. no no, 15 mins.. no no no, idk! but i know i just kept sneezing. hahah. somethings wrong with my nose. maybe i'll need to go for a nose surgery? uh huh.. & then i'll go for a face surgery! omg, i'll become the next micheal jackson! hahahahah! k fake!
well, today was alright.
celebrated my dad's birthday. we did a surprise partay for him. my mum called in her cathering ppl to set up a buffay or something in my house while my father was out. then all my cousins & my dad's friends came over. there's fuckin lots of food sia. & somemore i was hungry. so it was so delightful sight to see alot of food at home. hahaha. then we waited till my father gets home home & we gave him a surprise. it was so funney cause everybody was like so jakun & kanchiong. hahaha. after the partay was over & everyone started talking crap, my uncle talked to me about his experience in jail & all. he said he never wants to see me go to jail & he wants me to be a better person after i settle this case. well, i hope i will. haha :D
for tomorrow, i have a plan with cheeky. (you know,i know eh!)
&& qeelia's birthday is coming. its so fast.
& i just remembered that norah's birthday will be after fatin's birthday which is on the 11th.
actually no, i didnt actually remembered that her birthday was on the 11th.
friendster sent me an email saying that her birthday was on the 11th. hahaha.
thats four birthdays in a row. wow, are u girls destined to be with each other or whut? hahaha!
well, today was alright.
celebrated my dad's birthday. we did a surprise partay for him. my mum called in her cathering ppl to set up a buffay or something in my house while my father was out. then all my cousins & my dad's friends came over. there's fuckin lots of food sia. & somemore i was hungry. so it was so delightful sight to see alot of food at home. hahaha. then we waited till my father gets home home & we gave him a surprise. it was so funney cause everybody was like so jakun & kanchiong. hahaha. after the partay was over & everyone started talking crap, my uncle talked to me about his experience in jail & all. he said he never wants to see me go to jail & he wants me to be a better person after i settle this case. well, i hope i will. haha :D
for tomorrow, i have a plan with cheeky. (you know,i know eh!)
&& qeelia's birthday is coming. its so fast.
& i just remembered that norah's birthday will be after fatin's birthday which is on the 11th.
actually no, i didnt actually remembered that her birthday was on the 11th.
friendster sent me an email saying that her birthday was on the 11th. hahaha.
thats four birthdays in a row. wow, are u girls destined to be with each other or whut? hahaha!
Labels: dad, happy birthday
Saturday, November 1, 2008 @
yeay! its saturday & im rotting at home!! -___-''
hahaha. i could go out.. but only for awhile.
anw, i heard my malay teacher is getting married today.
she said she wants to invite her students.. but she didn't.
inila janji melayu! hahaha! well, congratulations Cikgu Bariyah!
i just knew that tmrw will be my freakin step dad's birthday.
how i wish i could give him a birthday bash tmrw.
that would certainly make me feel happy uh. hahaha.
i wish he will have the worst birthday tmrw,
& may his wishes dont come true! muahahahaha!
There's alot of birthdays going on in november.. kechyk's bday is on 8th.
my butterfly's bday is on the 9th. & fatin's is on the 10th.
wow huh..
hmmm, i wanna meet qeelia. i miss her & i want to show her my freakin bald head.
hahaha.
hahaha. i could go out.. but only for awhile.
anw, i heard my malay teacher is getting married today.
she said she wants to invite her students.. but she didn't.
inila janji melayu! hahaha! well, congratulations Cikgu Bariyah!
i just knew that tmrw will be my freakin step dad's birthday.
how i wish i could give him a birthday bash tmrw.
that would certainly make me feel happy uh. hahaha.
i wish he will have the worst birthday tmrw,
& may his wishes dont come true! muahahahaha!
There's alot of birthdays going on in november.. kechyk's bday is on 8th.
my butterfly's bday is on the 9th. & fatin's is on the 10th.
wow huh..
hmmm, i wanna meet qeelia. i miss her & i want to show her my freakin bald head.
hahaha.
Labels: welcome to november
