When nothing goes right, go left.

The final moments.

a few more minutes to 2010. & im in the living room with the laptop. Mike's in my room watching the Rain fashion show. we're probably gonna stay up the whole night. 31st december will always be remembered as the date i met Norah. it's been what? 2 or 3 years already.

aight i can't make up my mind whether 2009's a year to remember or a year to forget. alot to smile about, yet so many to regret. but for what is worth, it was worth all the while i guess. lessons learned, lessons taught. leave 2009 behind, live 2010. im lookin forward to what 2010 has in store for me.

so here's signing off for the last time for 2009. may god bless you all & keep on rockin'!

peace.

Sipjeom manjeome sipjeom

the sweetest thang.

That girl neomu yeppeo,

Oh my god giga makhyeo.

Lalalalalalala~ pretty baby

Lalalalalalala~ be my lady.

sorry jandi. she's way better:)

Saranghae, Park Bom.

falling sick slowly, that's the last thing i would want to go through. so lethargic yet i want to go out.

peace.

@ starfucks.

ah, im craving for another caramel frappe as i stare at the wheapcream being sprayed onto the drink. woke up with a really bad sore throat. body temperature rising. feelin weak. symptoms of H1N1. heh. ole, i got 10 more hours remaining for my CSO. god, i really cannot wait for this thing to end. okay pals, remember to make a party once my probation ends. heh.

currently youtube-ing & on msn. okay wow, results are next week. im *speechless, over the edge & just breathless. i never thought i could catch this lovebug again* no, really, i dont know what to feel when i think about my results. i feel nothing. like this empty feeling.
its the kind of feeling when you dont care about anything else but you seem to have alot of things to say, feel or do when it comes to someone or something that is idk? a big part of your life. like ermmm, you've run out of feelings to feel cause you used it all up on someone or something. haha. ah, fuck it ah. hah. this couple french-ing at the corner of the cafe. oh what a wonderful sight.

i wish to end 2009 right now & have a new start.

peace.

Clap my arse.

havent been on the net for idk how many days. currently at the library using the lappy. some arsehole played with the internet wire at home & i cant get on the net. so mmmmm. i went for my CSO on monday to wednesday. made 4 new friends. it was great getting to know them. all coming from different backgrounds. its funny how 3 days can bring upon a new friendship. one of them is Pauline. she's a really nice lady. she's been through alot & she shared with me some tips & advise. hoping to give her some updates about me soon.

ah, i feel like a loner right now. i tried calling Mike but i think he's off to Korea already. left without saying goodbye, what a friend. heh. lets just hope he'll have a safe trip there & back. & hopefully bring back some Jandi figurines like i told him to do so. hah. oh yeah, Akif will be back on Saturday. ah, can't wait to see him. alot alot alot to talk to him & im sure he has alot to tell me about thai chickas. ;)

my throat is killing me.

i don't see myself being happy 3 years down the road.

oh oh. ILoveJandi.

peace.

The taste of shit.

i dont know what i should really write here anymore.
used to have alot to say.

highlights for today were,
laughing my butt off at work when a guy gave a bag full of his shit inside when he was supposed to only give a small tube with his shit inside. ma god, gross.
oh oh & had starbucks for free. it was one of their annual events where you have to donate a amount. any amount & you can get any drinks for free. thank salvation army i guess.
&& mike treated me to korean food. i would like to know whether eating kimchi makes you a korean. hmmmm. hah. fool. but i would like to be one though.

peace.