When nothing goes right, go left.

here i am, landing my base onto my computer chair. most of my peeps are already at City Hall waiting for the fireworks to happen i guess. made a short trip to City Hall earlier & there were already alot of people, although it was only just 6pm. i bumped into a couple familiar faces & friends there. & at the stroke of midnight, it will officially be my 1 year of knowing Norah. what the hell? right now, im waiting for Jenica to come back. i wonder what time she'll reach home.

2009 will be a new beggining & hopefully it will be a great year, filled with glorious moments.

Could you remind me of the time when we were so alive?

Emoily wants me to tell the whole world that shes happy & she's my good friend. you happy now?!

nothing in particular happened today. except that Suhaimi met my mum for the first time. Jenica's comin back tmrw, yay. school re-opens this friday, another yay. Michael's birthday is this coming Saturday, also another yay. & my court case is on the 6 of January, so is that another yay? im lookin forward to re-living the good old days with school peeps.

Aye, time to wrap this year up & get ready for a new beginning.

08 has been a really be memorable year for me. i spent a good 15 mins thinking & remembering bout this year before typing it down here. this was the year i really found my true self. eventhough it took me the whole year, it was worth it. its memorable but a really dissapointing one.good times & bad times, i've gone through it all this year. i haven't had any glorious moments this year. it was all about fun & enjoying myself. i can't even count on how many bad deeds i've done.
from getting into trouble with the authorities & enjoying the high life, trippin' with homies on weekends, to dissapointing my old folks. now, when i look back, i feel that slacking under void decks are such a waste of time. & i find it very 'low-class'.
but all these things that i've done, it brought me one step closer to my family. it brought another step closer to being wiser & it brought me to who i really am. but most of all, its taking me one step closer towards joy & happiness.
this year has been really fun. so fun, that we dont even notice the clock tick. & sadly, its comin to an end. but im really looking forward to next year.

so here i am, taking a bow & thanking each & every single one of my peeps & homies from cliques & crews. thank you so much for the fond memories & for the happy times we had. good luck to every single one of you out there. hope 2009 will be a great year.

some peeps are askin me what my plans are for this year's countdown. well, this is my great plan for the countdown.. im gonna slack at home with my family. great plan huh? i know the countdown is like the most biggest event of the year that everybody has been waiting for. but sadly, im going to give this year's countdown a miss.

i had chat with Iffah, a friend i made from a camp. we did a bit of catch up on our lives. shes doing fine i guess. haven't seen her for quite a long time.
hadi came back from Malaysia & Suhaimi has got a new keyboard. glad to have them back!

had a good 20 min chat with Jenica on msn yesterday night. as usual, she never fails to make me laugh even when we're just on msn. well, she's still in the Philiphines. i wonder what she's going to buy for me. she wants us to communicate next year in school, since we have never said a word to each other before.
aight, soccer training canceled i guess. dissapointing.

Ah two more days before 2009. what a great feeling.

woke up this morning with my body feeling so hot. i went to my mum & she said im having fever. i felt like i was going to die. my brother & his girlfriend are selling their old clothes at the flea market @ Holland V right now. my brother is selling his clothes at 5 bucks for one. i still cannot believe he's selling them at 5 bucks cause most of it are branded. like Ben Sherman & Topman. cheap huh?

Greeting to ya'll readers.
just got back from town with Fieza, Suhaimi. i bought my Rip Curl schoolbag from Flash & Splash. too bad, no Volcom or Element bag for me. then Dora & her friend came & went to City Hall. bumped into Qeelia @ Esplenade. she was with Feeqsupersonic, haha they're sweet. met Ogy as well.

i want to make people around me happy. i love to see my mum smile. i love to see my friends laugh at me when i make jokes & funny faces. i like to entertain them every single day of my life. as long as they're happy, i'd be happy.

''write to me and escape..."

norah says:
eh, da nak satu tahun eh we know each other
norah says:
hahaa
Abdul Shakir bin Slim Shady Bin 50 Cent Bin Tupac Shakur says:
hahahah! yeah! i still remember when i first met you! god, i miss those times we had! hahah
norah says:
yesssssss! everytime i listen to lagu paramore, franklin. waaaaaaah
norah says:
trus teringat kamu
Abdul Shakir bin Slim Shady Bin 50 Cent Bin Tupac Shakur says:
HAHAHAHAHA!
Abdul Shakir bin Slim Shady Bin 50 Cent Bin Tupac Shakur says:
& you talk with me awak2-kite2 all
norah says:
really ah ?
norah says:
HAAHHAHAAH
norah says:
-_-
Abdul Shakir bin Slim Shady Bin 50 Cent Bin Tupac Shakur says:
ya laaaa
norah says:
HAHAHA. cute pe
norah says:
HAHA
norah says:
-_-
Abdul Shakir bin Slim Shady Bin 50 Cent Bin Tupac Shakur says:
haha! step cute!
norah says:
you bodoh
Abdul Shakir bin Slim Shady Bin 50 Cent Bin Tupac Shakur says:
da pandai eh panggil org bodoh!
Abdul Shakir bin Slim Shady Bin 50 Cent Bin Tupac Shakur says:
haha

i miss her & the times we had together. i remember last year's countdown. it was the first time i met her. & i knew from that moment when we first spoke to each other, we would get along very well. in fact we did, for at least two months. i really enjoyed going to West Mall's Macdonald every Sunday afternoon, meeting her & surf the net on her laptop. & we would talk 'awak2-kite2' while i walked her home. she would make a fool out of me, & i would make a fool out of her. we had good times together. we were more than just friends. eventhough i never officially ask her to be my girl, we were already in love like couples. & i was so sorry to leave her. i thought that it was for the better. but no, it was the other way round. Norah, you taught me love. ty! i hope we'll be friends for a long time.

went to town earlier with Fieza & Suhaimi. we had a jolly good time. we went to Far East, then to Heeren before proceding to Penin & Marina. there was this particular young lady at Far East's KFC. she was like 'drop it like its hot' ya know! i glued my eyes to her while she was eating her food. & she stapled her eyes on me while i ate my food. it was like we were taking turns to look at each other. after that, went to Heeren & checked out the bags at Flash & Splash. & im gonna buy the Rip Curl or Volcom bag tomorrow. we then proceded to Penin where we met Ogy. it was the first time i met her. Fieza bought her school bag there. & then we went to Penin. we played arcade, like small kiddos. it was Ogy's plan! then Mira came & blahblahblah. so tomorrow is gonna be Ochard again for me.

i've been wanting to go Arab St for sheesha one of these days before saying goodbye to 2008.

'i want someone to love me till their boobs sags down to the floor...'

ho ho ho!
i started my Christmas day by waking up really early in the morning, thanks to my mum who wants a family christmas breakfast. so we all went down to Holland V & we ate breakfast at Swensens. cool shit huh. had a hearty breakfast with my family. the first after a long time. back at home, my mum thought of going for a movie. so, we decided to watch Bedtime Stories. this is another activity my family hasn't been doing for a long time. we're gonna go to the cinemas at 630 to watch. anw, Merry Christmas everybody!

its been rainning monkeys & elephants from early morning till now. soccer training is canceled thanks to the rain & im feeling really lazy to go somewhere, thanks to the rain again. a really nice whether to continue sleeping huh. Fieza wants me to accompany her to teck whye & buy skirt. currently waiting for her to come online again. its Xmas eve & my probation officer will be coming to my crib later on at night. if he doesnt come today, he'll come on saturday. 1 more week till school re-opens & i still haven't buy my school books & accesories. aight, my mind's blank. have good day peeps.

hola amigo.
just got back home from Pulau Belakang Mati(Sentosa). it was supposed to be a class outing & guess how many peeps came... 6, yeah SIX! eventually almost the whole class pulled out at the very last minute. so it was left with me, Suhaimi, Idris, Fieza, Nani & Emma. Billy tagged along as well. the best part of today was when me, Suhaimi & Idris waited for the rest like three lil' dorks at Palawan biyatch for an hour. after they came, we went to change & went swimming in the dirty salty sea. had fun with them in the water being foolish like little kids. then this guard came to us. he said not to blah,blah,blah... then when he turned, i threw sand at him. & he turned & scolded me. nk step fanatic tau itu guard! afterwards, Dora came from her volleyball match i think. me & fieza played our own version of volleyball & Fieza totally suck at it. biase jugak, aku yg pro. muahahaha! & then they wanted to change clothes already. so it was left with me & Dora at the beach while the rest gi buat toilet. i was laughing silently while Dora nail polished her toe nails. the wind suddenly became so strong & there was a sandstorm. nah, just kidding. that was when i noticed something, the sand flew into Dora's face. after that, i went to change my clothes & we all went to Vivo. we met up again with Dora. she had rashes all over her body & face. & the first think in my mind was that when the sand flew into her face earlier, it made her itch & rashes appeared. hahaha. hope she gets well soon. i had fun in the sun with just 6 of my classmates. good day, mates! i'll put up the pictures later on.

hell-oh!
just got back from Ahmad's crib, which seems to be my 2nd home now. nah, just kidding. me & Suhaimi were playing WWE on Xbox. we were shouting, enjoying ourselves & out of the blue, this head pooped out from the front door. terkejut,terkejut mati! inalillah! his momma was back! i bumped into my primary school friend, Humairah, earlier. wow, shes grown! she still has the soft sensual voice. we never really had the chance to catch up with each other just now.

i was in disbelief when Singapore lost to Vietnam yesterday. anw, i have to meet my handsome probation officer tomorrow in the morning. i dont know for what also. after that im off to Sentosa. class outing yaw! but i heard some people are pulling out at the last minute. thats really dissapointing to hear cause my class is so united. but the dudes & dudettes of threeedeee are really uncooperative. well, im still gonna have fun in the sun.

i suddenly miss having someone to be by my side. to care for, to share my problems with. i know my friends are there for me but im still missing out somebody to fill this tiny little space in my heart. its weird for me to say this, i miss being in 'love'. but if you look at it in another way, im enjoying my life. its pretty much laid back now.
so there it goes..

pretty mamas walking down the street

yesterday went to town with Mike, Suhaimi & Ahmad. but before that we were at ahmad's place playing xbox with Farris. Farris was meeting his lady so didnt tag along. & Hadi, he couldn't make it cause his old man was at home. the first stop was Far East. we ate Subway for lunch. that was where we saw some people who were really eye catching."ooooh, aaaaaaah" & then we went ard checkin' out some shops there. the next stop was Paragon. we went to Mike's favourite shop, Ben Sherman. their clothes are not that mind blowing as the ones they had a year ago. next was the Heeren. went to surf & splash i think. alot of jaw dropping clothes, bags & accesories. im gonna buy my bag there. we had fun window shoppin' eventhough it was just the four of us.

today's a really lovely day. & how lovely can it get? Comic Strip is performing at Esplenade & i heard theres another gig happening today. but too bad, i cant go out. cause its family day.

whot sup' homies!?

currently at Michelle's crib just chilling out with Farris, Suhaimi, Michael, Asshidiq & Fadhila. they're looking at Chua Chu Kang's Primary school class photos while the show, Winx Club is showing on the teeeveee screen which nobody seems to be interested in. Michelle looks so nerdy last time.

anw, went to Lot One with the guys & guess who i saw? Qee. Qee. Qeelia. she probably didnt see me i guess & i was wearing the shirt that she chose for me the other time. i was downed by the sight of her. not in a bad way but rather in a sad way. hahaha. im over it & im a-ok! aight, im gonna go have fun with my peeps right now. take care amigos!

Jeni, it's killing me

just woke up from my sleep. i slept like one mother pig, from 3pm till 8pm. earlier, went to Balestier with the soccer squad & played futsal there. it was more like a training. afterwards, went out with the soccer boys for lunch. i must say, the team is much more united now, unlike a year ago. & right now, im having aches all over my body. really wanna go for a massage uh. i had the worst soceer training ever just now. i just cant seem to keep my mind on the ball. maybe its because of the fight i had with my dad yesterday night. currently, chatting with Jenica. she's in a internet cafe in the philipines. she told me about guys who were hitting on her at the bakery shop. awww, she misses me. but too bad, i dont miss her. im just kidding, Jeni! take good care of yourself. & dont give your number to boys at the bakery shop!

anw, i watched HSM3. idk why i watched it also. haha, it reminded me of someone i watched it with in the cinema when it was still in theaters. oh god, memories of it are running in & out of my head. & i also watched KungFu Panda. i love that show! skadooosh!

ive been playing loud music for this past 30 mins. im freakin angry with my stepdad. just wish that i could choke him to death right now. he's really pissing me off. we were watching the Singapore v Vietnam match. the whole family was in my room watching. then it was half time. my mom asked me whether i went out today. i said i did, i went to school & then to my friend's house(i was telling the truth) & my dad was like ''huh? you said to me that you only went to your friend's house?''(with his angry voice) "eh adik, jgn tipu2...(blahblah)" & i said "yaaaa, but before that i said to you that i went to school & then i went to my friend's house" & he keeps criticizing that i lie & all. i just covered my head with my pillow. after he went out of the room, my mum comforted me. & i uttered vulgarities. i even said to my mum that i wished he was dead. he just dont understand me. its really pissing me off. he's a freako who only judge me when i do something wrong. he has never once said about my good deeds. wtf man! i told my mum that i wish everything would be like a decade ago when it was only me, my mum & brother. we were so happy together, just the three of us. but eversince this scumbag came into my family, my life was a horrid since then. i didnt really agreed when my mum wanted to remarry another guy. why must he come & make things miserable for me? i know he cares for me. but he doesn't know how to love a son. to me his a stranger walking in & out of the house. if i had one wish, i want him to dissapear from my family. thats all i ever want. & if Santa really do exist, i want an AK47 for christmas.. so i could kill this man!

Greetings, amigos!

im all alone at home this morning. my old folks have gone to work. brother is in school for band camp & i dont have a clue where his gf is. just finished watching Van Wilder on the net. probably i'll go to school later on. to accompany ahmad & suhaimi to fetch farris. but for the mean time, i'll just continue digging out junks from the fridge to fill my stomach.

2008's coming to an end. i can't wait to get this year over & done with. had many ups & downs this year. but mostly more on the down side. i really dont wanna look back cause i wanna be a forward thinker but i really have to 'underline' a few moments i had this year. starting with Norah. i met her at last year's countdown & that was probably the best moment i had with someone. we lasted till late febuary i think. & during that period of time, i got caught for smoking.(for the second time) after that, my life was pretty much stable except for the conflicts i had with teachers in school. especially Miss Roz. & then came June.. had the best time with mph dudes. & that was the period of time when i really changed alot. i started to come home late or maybe i dont even come back home on some days. & then it got worse. which in the end, led to my case. now, this is the most lowest moment i had in my entire life, my police case. which hasn't ended yet. but after that, i came to realise my true self. & now im a changed man.
well, that was just a summary on some of the moments i had this year.

'' Life is short. Break the rules, forgive quickly, kiss slowly, love truly,

laugh uncontrollably & never regret anything that made you smile."

osome of my friends are coming to me when they got problems. hahaha. idk why. i just finished talking with emily over the phone. she shared to me what happened between her & this guy whom she's been trying to have for like half a year. so yeah, i gave her some advice & i hope she listens to me. cause i know that the guy is totally worthless to wait for. emily is too good for her. she spends her nights just thinking bout this guy who is totally an idiotic moron. get over him, emily.

Tupac Shakur(1971-1996) . he's the real deal & a true rapper. he got shot five times & he still made it out alive. till another shooting happened that led to his death. his music is known for advocating political, economic, social & racial equality as well as his description of violence, drug, alcohol abuse & conflicts with the law. he helped spark the east-coast & west coast hiphop rivalry. my respect goes to this nigga. rest in peace nigga!

Aryna.

i really have to thank this lady. for still believing in me after what i've done. im surprised. you still look at me as the shakir you knew back then. you take someone for who they really are & not who they've been. i know you tried your best to get me back into band. & know im going to do my part. im truly impressed by her. even when everybody else doubted her, she still tried& tried & she's still standing strong. & sometimes i thank god i have a friend who still cares. this is what i call true friendship.

anw, its been rainning hippos & rhinos today. but soccer training carried on as per normal. its gonna be really tiring. i have training tmrw, thursday & friday. & next week is a friendly game against dunearn sec. i just got back from mcys. met my probation officer. he got to know me better. & i have to go back on the 23rd. but funny part was when he told me to take off my clothes & pants. cause it was the two of us in the room just now. then he asked me whether i have tattoos. & i said no. he told to take off my clothes & pants. so i did & i was left with my boxers on. then he told me to turn around & pull down my boxer. i pulled down alittle bit. then he told me to pull down somemore. & i was like "alamak! might as well i show him my butthole" hahaha. so i showed him my butt. it was really awkward! & that was the most gay-ish moment i had with someone i just knew for an hour. -___-''

i feel so dissapointed. im so dissapointed in myself. i really do wanna join band back again. but the teachers wont trust me anymore. i know i did alot of stunts back then. but that was so long ago. everybody deserves a 2nd chance. yeah i know i dissapointed the ppl around me alot. but just give me this chance to restore my pride & glory into my life once again. this time, i really mean what i say. im prepared to go all out for the band.

band camp is coming soon, which is on next monday. i really love band camps. band camps are all about fun, fun, fun! i still remember the first band camp i attended. that was when i had a ghostly encounter & i even broke down in tears. hahaha. c'mon, i was 13 yrs old back then! next year is the syf & i would really love to help the band win a silver this time. i heard that the trombone section is all corrupted eversince i left the band. its sad to hear that, eventhough i pretended to be alright with it when ppl told me about this. there's really alot of happy moments in the band. ive gone through alot with the band. i really have to thank the band for being there for me. but sadly, i left the band for the life i thought would give me happiness & better friends. but now i see, my heart truly belongs to the band. music runs through my veins. i hope that bandies would accept me if im coming back to the band.

anw, ytd was a really fine day. hahaha. i had soccer practise in the morning. afterwards, went to macdonalds with hadi, suhaimi, akif, ahmad & mike. then there was this group of baseball/softball girls from fajar sec. but there was one particular girl that caught my attention. she's kinda tanned & shes so cool/cute. hahahaha! her name's dhyra or something. then suhaimi came with plans to woo her & all. hahaha. it was so funny. but then i found out that it was my friend's cousin. -____-'' afterwards, we board the bus to my place. farris came along too. we played soccer for awhile & then they bused home.

jeni's leaving today. thats sad :(
but i can live with it. so yeah, i changed my blogskin due to awesome boredom! i feel like things have really changed alot in my life. i realised that this huge mistake is the turning point of my life for now. i would really love to see where i'd be 20 years down the road. but right now, im still young & still have a lot to learn in life.

anw, this saturday is the open house for SPECTRA- the new arts centre at bukit timah. i think that its really interesting. you humans have to check it out if you love art, especially media art.

yessa! farris, akif, micheal & aryna are back from australia.
im so glad they're back. farris told me abt what happened while they were in australia.
-condoms sold in vending machines in toilets for $2?!?! thats hilarious. im so anxious to meet them on friday. i'll have to take care of my niece at my grandma's place tmrw. hope that i get paid for doing so. hahaha. skrg punye zaman, semua org moneyface dok! hahaha. anw, jenica is leaving tmrw. bon voyage, jeni!

oh yaa, next monday is mira sherman's birthday. that tiny, adorable girl. hahaha

jenica sent me a photograph of her 'hot american chick' friend from church. im not gonna post the pic here la. so yeah, i took a look at it & it left me slacked-jawed. hahaha. she was totally hot. jeni told me her name's emily moore.. wth. i didnt know why jenica told me all this or even send me the pic. hahaha. but im cool with it. jeni is like totally in love with her crush.(of course la!) hahaha.
jenica's leaving on thursday. she'll be going back to her native country, the philippines & she's coming back only on the first day of 2009. im gonna miss her lame ass jokes. but she told me she's going to bring me back something from there. she'd better cause she doesn't, im gonna kick her butt! i'll miss you, jeni!

its been like one whole week since i last went out with or even met one of my friends. i miss them alot. & its been so long since i last held a ciggerato. ok, besok keluar!

well, the rainy wheather spoiled the festive mood for today. Selamat Hari Raya Haji!

it seems so hard to get over the past that has been so dreadful but meaningful in a way. this past 2 years has been filled with so many downs. but when i made mistakes, i tried to learn from them. & it has made me a better person. i dont want to waste my money everyday, going to somewhere far just to slack under void decks. one day, you'll come to realise that there's no point doing things like this. my brother said this to me before.. "ape ni dik? lepak pat bawah block.. tkde class uh kau" & now i came to realise what he really meant. hahaha. try doing something new, peeps.

had a chat with fieza on msn. she shared with me what happened between her & her boyf. it was my pleasure to listen out to her & cheer her up. i've probably gone through what she had gone through so i understand her really well. can't wait for school to re-open cause im gonna smack her ass! muahaha! well, i haven't touch a ciggerato for like one whole week already & im proud of myself. believe me, i've changed :D
here's a quote from suhaimi..

"A wise man smooch but doesn't love,
Listens but doesn't talks, and leaves
Before he is dumped" - Suhaimi Superman.

cool huh? nice one, mimi :)

today is just another odinary day. i spent the whole afternoon with my dad. he accompanied me to jurong just to do my ez-link card. & then we ate at banquet together. yeah, its like 'wow!'

he's so kind. hahaha. but since i have time to type, i'll fill this space up about farris..

he's been really a great friend of mine. probably the best. we've known each other since we were in primary 1. he knows me better than anyone else. i would like to take this oppurtunity to say sorry to you for all the mistakes that i've done. & i would like to say thanks for all the help you gave me. you've never failed to make me smile. you always give 100% at all the things you do. everytime i needed someone to hear me out, you were always there. you'd always give me advices on life. & i have taken those advices. what more can i ask god for? i am so thankful i have you & i would never ever want to loose you. you are truly like a brother to me.

"like a car needs gas,
like a girl needs ass."

i've been spending my day at home. its 10pm already& i still haven't bathe since morning. but i dont smell bad & i still feel fresh ok! hahaha.
my dad just spoke to me again.i hate it when he opens his mouth.
die 'mcm-paham siol!' nak step mane punye detective tau. asyik tanye aku questions semua..
here's a new motto for him.. 'daddy sucks for life!' hahahah.
so yeah, i have to go for another round of questioning at jurong hq tmrw.
i hope everything goes smoothly. i really want this case to end & start a fresh.

so where's qeelyweely? ;(

"The only things in life you will regret,
Are the risks that you didn't take."

these are my last convos with the some of the dudes & dudettes going for australia.
my last convo with farris..

- Farris . (hidup mati sama wakrak) says:
weeii syg?? i nk of9 niee
- Farris . (hidup mati sama wakrak) says:
u tc taww ..
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
alaaaaa
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
u pon same k bby!
- Farris . (hidup mati sama wakrak) says:
rindu i jugakk ?? k bye love u!
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
ok b. love u too!
u take care tau!
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
hahaha
- Farris . (hidup mati sama wakrak) says:
ahhaha
- Farris . (hidup mati sama wakrak) says:
kk
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
i'll miss you uh!
- Farris . (hidup mati sama wakrak) says:
hehe

whats wrong with talking like this with a friend who's been there for me for 9 years? hahaha.

my last convo with aryna..

Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
yaaaaaw!
aryna goh says:
heloooo!
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
sweety, you take aight in australia..
have a safe trip & enjoy!
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
bon voyage!
aryna goh says:
WOAH SO SWEET SEH EX BF
aryna goh says:
LOL!!!!
aryna goh says:
thanks anyway
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
fuck uh, i'll miss that farris.. take good care of him eh pat australia..
harap2 die mati pat situ..
aryna goh says:
hahahah!
aryna goh says:
ok.
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
anw, bring back for me a kangaroo
aryna goh says:
mother? father? son? or daughter?
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
one whole family.. if can fit inside ur bag
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
hahahaha
aryna goh says:
ok. i will squeeze them in.
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
hahaha. aight

there's nothing wrong for me to call her sweety, she used to be my maryjane! :)

& here's my last convo with micheal..

Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
dude!
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
im gonna miss you siol!
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
takecare yaw!
michael -a different kind of pain. says:
lol
michael -a different kind of pain. says:
me too...
michael -a different kind of pain. says:
tml send us go uh?
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
cant.. i cant even go out now..
i just had my courtcase just now. & it was terrible, so cant go out anymore
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
hahaha
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
sorry
michael -a different kind of pain. says:
lol
michael -a different kind of pain. says:
k
michael -a different kind of pain. says:
u better take care and change yr self first la...
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
hahaha. yeah..
michael -a different kind of pain. says:
don do anymore bad things already
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
aight. i'll listen to you boss!
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
haha
michael -a different kind of pain. says:
lol
michael -a different kind of pain. says:
k
michael -a different kind of pain. says:
good!
Shakir [Loco Junkies] says:
hahahaha

look at how caring he is. he's a great friend!
im gonna miss these bichtes & bastards eventhough its only for 5 days! hahaha.

so yeah, i went for my court case just now & i was on ther verge of going boys home.
tetapi naseb judge kasi second chance.. aku da try cover up untuk kawan2 aku.. i tried my best,
tapi aku tkleh menang itu judge. i was left with no choice other than to say 'i do not know'
i have to go headquaters again to write another statement. its really a waste of time.
& its postponed to 7 jan 2009. i'll have to cancel all my plans from today till next year. FCUK!

anw, tmrw will be the day that my friends come & go.. i mean in & out of the country uh.
i'm gonna miss farris, aryna, akif, mike & izzuan who'll be leaving for Sydney tmrw night.
ahmad will be coming back from Genting. & last but not least, qeelia's coming back from Australia.
god damn, i miss her like hell lots uh!
for those who are going to australia, please take good care of yourself & bon voyage!
& to those who are coming back to singapore, welcome home! :D

this is for those who's really depressed. hahaha.

it's not easy to go through life. i'm sure that there moments when we all feel extremely fustrated with ourselves. we'll ask ourselves, "why in the world did we do that". & then when you feel that its time to let it go, you simply had to close your eyes so that you can carry on living just as usual. we might have questioned God for putting us in such a spot. & why it has to be us. God must have had His reasons for making our life story such. maybe he just needs you to be strong not only for yourself but also for those who are supporting you & always caring for you. no one can live your life for you, no one can exchange their life with yours. but if there are times when you feel discouraged, depressed or tired of living, just look out of the window after the rain has stopped cause the sun will definitely shine again.

so today's gonna be last day i'll meet & bully ahmad?
i'll miss that irritating freako. i hope he wont come back from genting.
hahaha. jk. & today may be the last time im gonna spend time with my friends.
who knows what will happen to me on wednesday :D
anw, i'm really looking forward to join the photo journalism course.
atleast i'll have something to do this school holiday
rather than i sit at home & rot or slack under void decks, doing nothing.
hahaha. but i really want my phone back.
my parents confiscated it for like months already uh.
i still can live without it but i find it really hard to contact my peeps.
it's a punishment for me i guess. but for how long? idk.

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