everybody is probably thinking of what to wear for the day or what costumes to go for clubbing or whatever. well, im gonna stay at home unless my pals come over for the night at holland v. im gonna go swimming in the afternoon later on at the swimming complex behind my block. work those muscles & get back those abs. another performance tomorrow morning but im not looking forward to it. idk why. gotta get my mood & momentum back. Jeni's back from camp. yay!

to all you rockers & babes, Happy Halloween! enjoy your day.

wasup dudes & babes!

so what's for today? i have an 'issue' to settle for myself. its not really an issue but idk how to describe it. i'll take it slowly, step by step. & then i have another issue about a friend. it really pisses me off to see a friend get hurt. & after that i can enjoy! the wheather hasn't been good & sunny these past few days. it's been cold & rainy. im planning to hit the beach to find a couple of bitches. no, im just kidding. just gonna chill by the beach, enjoy the sun & hopefully get burnt. hope it doesn't rains. Sentosa, here i come.

woke up pretty early thanks to my bro. he was making alot of noises while getting ready for school. hah. its okay. stomp practise today in the afternoon. gonna go school as soon as i finish watching this dvd. have been far off from my usual self these past few days. suweet! but whatever it is, im still me. see you peeps around.

a beautiful saturday morning but no plans to go out yet. been stuck at home, feeling so lonely, watching dvds, facebook-ing, talking to myself, radiohead-ing & digging junks from the fridge. poor me. even if i did have a plan, i've got no cash. no wait, i do have. ermmm, i've got 25 cents in my wallet. how's that? is it enough to get me somewhere? i, abdul shakir, strongly believe that i can survive through the weekends with 25 cents. suweet! hmm, feel like hitting the beach. maybe i'll just go to some random playgrounds that has sand. take my clothes off, keep my boardshorts on, put on the shades, lay back & enjoy the sun. i wonder what people would think of me. haha.

somebody, anybody, be it a boy or girl or in between, please ask me out. im bored. but you have to cover for my transportation fee back home. i promise you i'll pay you back 5 times the amount you pay for me.

sup!

listenin' to 98.7 right now. it's the v-spot with ms van-detta.

ears have been stuck to the radio or the headset these past few days.

woke up pretty early this morning, though i was up with the headset on listenin to desiree lai on midnight delights last night. woke up & watched The Hottie & The Nottie on dvd, sweet!

got a performance this sunday @ RP. practise is at noon today. im hoping to bring the camera back today. haven't been snapping for a long, long time.

thanks Jen, for changing my blogskin. sweet!

& im hoping i could break my longboard into two so that i could have an excuse to buy a new one. sweet! nah, just kidding, i still love my longboard. i think its not about how beautiful your longboards are, but how you make your longboards beautiful. talking abt beautiful longboards, was walking around town the other day & i saw these new longboards from Globe on display at Flash n Splash @ Heeren. god damn, they're beautiful. hah.

Signed off

6.25 PM

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most people were thrown into chestnut cause they couldnt get the schools they chose. but it was different for me. my brother told me to put my 1st choice as chestnut. thats the reason why im in chestnut. i didnt know what to expect when i first came to chestnut. i was greatful that Farris was in the same school & class with me. we've been friends since primary 1. made friends with micheal, aliff & akif. it was the start of a great friendship. as the months went pass, we started showing our true colours, one by one. haha. getting into trouble, making teachers leave the school, making teachers cry, bullying classmates. the 2nd year was probably the most awesome. lots happened. aliff setting fire on the teachers table, making teachers cry again & so much more. there was also the start of a brotherhood, still standing strong to this day. hadi, izzuan, farris, micheal, akif & me. 6six, we called ourselves. going to town every friday, making a fool of ourselves. running around the mall, disturbing people, shouting at the top of our lungs. & then towards the last part of the year, ahmad joined us & it was more chaotic of course. the 3rd year wasn't really my year. i went missing from them for almost the whole year. & yeah, i got into trouble with the law. how stupid. i found them back during late november. & im glad im back with them. i totally missed alot of what has happened in school & bros. the 4th year, errrrmm was alright i guess. i found myself & i know who i am now. i got to meet Jenica. grew closer with the usuals like fieza, suhaimi, fadhila, emily, fana & all. it was great. oh yeah, one thing i could clearly remember was when there was fire in class & i extinguished the fire & saved everybody's lives. super shakir. haha.

damn, it was so fast. i know i didnt live these 4 years to the fullest & hey, it taught me more than i could have learnt. not just in the classrooms, but also outside the classrooms. my heart's heavy, leaving chestnut. but life goes on. thank you very much friends & teachers. you all played a big part in my life.

peace.

photographer, shakir. hand on the left, jeni. hand on the right, shakir.

what a lovely friday morning. it was raining in the morning & i had a great time sleeping i guess. & now, im feeling awesomely fresh. i dont think imma bathe before going out lataaa. heh, just kidding. aye, the sun is up & i hope it stays this way for the rest of the day till dawn. going out with Jeni today. to town & then keppel bay. see ya later Jen.

aight, i got like 2 & a half months of holiday. im gonna finish up my community service order first, & then i'll work for my mum. & what do i do with the salary? buy a new longboard & shoes! yeah! uh huh uh huh!

skating, cruising, slacking, eating, shitting, drinking, bathing, sleeping.
these are the activities i've been doing for the last couple of days. & i almost shit in my pants this morning. my dunk was on the edge of my a-hole.

i had a dream and in that dream, i was in a hotel room. a guy at the door was screaming at me. i was on the bed, clinching my fist. he moved in closer towards me, with a gun. i stood up & gave a right hook to his face. he dropped the gun & i picked it up. without thinking, i shot him right in the head.
the next thing i knew, i was awake with drops of sweat coming down my sideburns. it felt so real. the emotion i had after i shot that guy, felt realistic. was it just a dream?

i wonder how i still miss you & love you
one thing i know for sure, i wanna grow old with you.
i love you but i know we cant be together right now.

Nlevels are over for me! three cheers for shakir. some my homies still have one or two more papers to go. good luck for them. but right now, imma enjoy my newfound freedom. no need to wake up at 6 in the freakin morning anymore & wear that horrible school uniform. it will be fun, but it's kinda sad to know that im leaving behind a ship full of precious memories, be it good or bad. the friends i have there changed my life. the teachers changed my life. Chestnut Drive Secondary School changed my life.

aight, enjoy life! till next time, you peeps keep on ridin' & partayin'!